Opened from the inside out
I find myself speaking aloud
My foul past regains its spirit
Wandering noses intend to hear it
For closed ears hear everything unsaid
This is my own fault to bear instead
Touching closely my depth of heart
The battle that rages I tried not to start
With so much willful good as I
Pointing fingers at the bad outside
I blame the one who casually invites
Their playful mind to all my rights
That touches the inner part of me
I can only ask with a quiet plea
That nothing be said and nothing be heard
But to hear of this is completely absurd
Now nothing left but to say goodbye
My doubtful truth that cannot hide
Some stay ill and others recover
But here is now and I am forever
